1/3/2026 March already FFS

Sunday morning and we’re in March already. The year is flying by in so many ways but every day still feels heavy despite the beautiful surroundings and spending some quality time with Morg. 

I saw a video of my friend's funeral this morning which was on Friday. His brother and two boys escorted him on their quads to the church and it looked like an incredible send off that he would have loved. It sent me right back to Si’s celebration, every detail of the day played back like it was yesterday, that naturally progressed to his burial which I’ve been trying so hard not to think about. There’s no stopping these bloody memories once they get out of control. 

After some breakfast I went for a walk to the beach to try and shift the memories and clear my head. It was lovely and warm but a bit overcast, but the ocean breeze shifted the mood and by the time I’d had an iced coffee in the little cafe at the end of my road I was feeling a bit more in balance. 

A lovely FaceTime helped a lot too Thankyou and by the time Morg rocked up with a bag full of food I was all back in control again.  

We spent the afternoon binge watching the Night Manger, eating delicious food,  making plans for the next few weeks and discussing Morgan’s future. There was also a lot of WWSS and WWSD (What Would Si Say/Do) in the conversations which was helpful for both of us  when it came to decision making discussions! 

Given the shitty start to the day it ended up not too bad at all in the grand scheme of things. Morg sent me this when he’d got home, I think because of where some of our conversations had gone this afternoon. I love it and I hope that somewhere Si is riding around flat out  on a motorbike with that smile on his face,  the wind at his back and he’ll be there waiting for me on it. 

Much Love 

Mrs Leonard

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